In between

I think Im bored of writing about working out. I love talking to people about it, but writing about it without any dialogue is actually not that fun.

I think I will just write about whatever is on my mind for the day. For example, I noticed Im in a strange place in life at the moment. Maybe other people have thought this, but I dont hear anyone talk about it.

Im over the age of 40 but I dont have children. Most people my age have children and live the so called "normal" family life. Most of their life is about their children, which makes total sense, but that means they dont really find anything in common with me. And those that dont have kids are quite a bit younger than me, and I dont have that much in common with them.

Im out of the go out and party every night stage, and frankly I was never really good at that stage. And then all my parent friends get a random day off and want to go out and tie one on. But my lifestyle has been one that appreciates small crowds, real conversations, and healthy meals without much alcohol.

Its like Im in an awkward in between stage in life. Ive also noticed that people expect different things from you if you dont have kids. It's not a complaint, I just can't imagine making an assumption someone has all the free time in the world if they do not have children. My schedule tends to be hectic with work and hobbies, which is my own doing/choice. But its a full life.

Maybe when Im 60 years old I will feel like I found my circle of friends. I guess its something to look forward to. :)